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Below you will find the writings and teachings of founder, Ayana Elon. Visit her blog online at http://ayanaelon.wordpress.com today .

Just Let It Die
...There has been some shifting going on in my spirit. I feel something good - no, I mean something great - about to happen in my life. God is breaking some things in me so He can push my ministry to the next level. Funeral arrangements are being made for the dead things in my life. Habits and Relationships are, as I type this, dying. [Read More]

Be your own cheerleader and #1 fan!
...I don’t quit. I just continue to motivate myself. I become my own cheerleader. I’m a woman on a mission doing the work my Father has set before me. He speaks to me and I listen. I’d like to say that I hear his voice clearly all the time, but I don’t. I don’t even feel His presence all the time, but I know He’s with me. I can’t see my blood - His Blood - flowing through my veins, but it’s no doubt that it is inside me. [Read More]

Christians - Be Real
Last night while mentally going over the things I had seen or heard this past week, I had remembered when my pal John Gray was on TBN the night before. For those of you who are not familiar with John, he is an awesome Man of God, determined to follow God's word. He makes it his business to do God's work. [Read More]

Balance - Get like the Proverbs 31 woman
Balance. I have many roles. I am mother, daughter, sister, friend, businesswoman, and minister. I am also looking to take on the role of wife soon. Before that time comes, I need to make sure that all areas of my life are balanced. I want to make sure that I am able to manage every aspect of my life effectively when my husband finds me. [Read More]

Bless others with your testimony!
God has been so very good to me. He has and He is everything to me. When I was younger, if someone would have told me that God was going to use me to be a blessing to others, I would have laughed. It wasn't that I did not believe in Him at the time. It was because I was sinning so much to the point that I felt God wouldn't want to save me from the life I was living. I felt so unworthy. I felt so unworthy, in fact, that I figured I might as well continue to do what I was doing. GOD SAID, "NO!" [Read More]

It's FREE!
If a real estate company was giving away a mansion...Yes, totally FREE, would you want it? How about if someone was giving away a new Jaguar Convertible? Sounds nice, huh? Would you want that too? Or how about if someone said they would give you $10,000,000.00? All you had to do was go get it...no special contest you had to win...No hoops to jump through. Free money...That sounds extra nice on any day of the week to me. :) If you know someone that wants to give away that kind of money, send them my way...lol..Seriously... [Read More]

Let go of WHO you are to become WHAT God called you to be...
Meet me in the club...It's goin' down!...lol...If you listen to any kind of urban music station, you probably know the rest of the words to that song... I'm laughin' but it's time to get serious... Some years ago, you would have found me up in the club, shakin' everything I could. I was the one in the middle of the floor, pressing myself up against some guy. I loved to dance. I really loved the attention I got when I was dancin' in a smoke-filled, crowded room. If you saw me dancin', you would have probably said that I was nasty...lol...My dancin' was exactly that...sometimes too nasty for some regular night club. You'd think I was ready to get dollar bills thrown at me. Two, sometimes three times a week, I'd be there...in the club, gettin' down. [Read More]

Live your life on purpose...
When I was a little girl, I wanted to save the world. I was going to be "SuperWoman" for all nations. I had planned to find a cure for AIDS, provide food for malnourished people in Africa, and give the homeless a place to live. Yeah, I was going to do all of that and a lot more. I said I was going to show the world that I was SHE who would make everything all right. I couldn't wait until I was grown so that I could make all of my dreams come true...to change the world. Did you have the same dreams or dreams of something similar? [Read More]

What choices in life do you need to make in order to grow closer to God?
Choices. Everyday we make choices - whether it be between what we will wear for the day or what we will eat for breakfast. I made a spiritual choice recently that has made life more easier for me to live. I decided to listen to God and finally end a relationship that I was in for almost five years. While that may not seem like anything major, that one decision is one of the factors that will ultimately help set the course of my ministry. We both went into the relationship knowing that I only wanted sex with no real committment, even though he was going to be the only one I would be with. Eventually, we started having strong feelings for one another and decided to move in together. [Read More]

Stop Carrying Around Old Baggage In Your Heart!
Ok. It's time for some real talk. If you are looking for something watered down, do NOT read any further. I'm real. This is me. Understand? Good. Now let's move along. For a long time I carried a lot of things in my heart around with me. For years, I could not let go of all the things people had done to me, my mistakes, and the fear of doing great things because I was afraid I was going to fail. But, God is so good to me. His mercy, to me, cannot be fully described with words alone. [Read More]

Homosexuality - The Spirit & Deliverance (PART ONE)
I have read article after article on the topic of homosexuality. The majority of them written were by people who did not know what it is like to live life as a gay, lesbian, or bisexual person. Recently, a couple of my friends have been dealing with the struggle of wanting to be "free" from being the way they are. Being that I used to live my life as a bisexual, I can give some real insight on what it feels like to grow up and feel cast aside and then eventually set free. [Read More]